My missed misscarrage
We had our 12 week scan on Friday. I had no pain or bleeding and we had an early scan at 6 weeks where we saw a heartbeat so I thought that everything was fine.
We were told that the babies heart probably stopped beating after 6 weeks. And now I am having a i wwait to see blood and there is still nothing.
My thoughts have turned from dreaming of meeting my baby to deciding how to end my misscarrage - medically, naturally or with surgery. And then I what to so with the remains.
The world just seems so cruel right now. All I wanted is a baby.