🚨 Advance warning 🚨 This forum will be closing on 1st May – please see our pinned thread for more information.
Does anyone still count the weeks...
I know this is a strange topic & I dont want to bring anyone down at all but does anyone count how many weeks they would've been or is it me & am I a weirdo!!! (actually dont answer that cause i must be)
I feel alright really I do but I have this problem have never done it before I count each week that I would've been pg at the moment I wouldve been 17+2!! How sad is that, im wondering if it's a sign that even though I feel ok im maybe not quite there emotionally & havent quite let go yet. I realised when I went for my scan last week the epu printed the notes from it as if it was from my last pg so it showed the edd & how many weeks gestation I would've been realised that I wasnt surprised at how far I'd be gone as already knew!! xx
I feel alright really I do but I have this problem have never done it before I count each week that I would've been pg at the moment I wouldve been 17+2!! How sad is that, im wondering if it's a sign that even though I feel ok im maybe not quite there emotionally & havent quite let go yet. I realised when I went for my scan last week the epu printed the notes from it as if it was from my last pg so it showed the edd & how many weeks gestation I would've been realised that I wasnt surprised at how far I'd be gone as already knew!! xx
0
Replies
You are not a weirdo and if you are it means I am too! I was tupid and marked off all the weeks in my diary for this and next year so had to throw them both out - but I still count the weeks and what would of been my 12 weeks scan is on Friday but AF is due that day instead! Hopefully its a good omen and it will be a BFP!
I dont think it means you are not ready to try again or nor over it it just means you havnt forgetton what was a wonderful thing while it lasted and I keep myself sane by thinking that the same little bean will be visiting us again just at a later date, it helps me to think I didnt lose a baby just delayed it - hope it helps you and Ive reserved some special babydust for you after all your heartache over the past few weeks.
You never forget.
Hugs Gecko x
It is not stupid at all - I totally did that right up to the due date.
I think one of the reasons it has been good to put the due date behind me is that I can't do it anymore. It is quite sad but at the same time there is some closure.
Dx
I'm off work at the moment so I deliberately make sure I don't know what the date is. But when I look in my diary it hurts cos I had marked off all the weeks right up until my edd in April, and today I spent ages scribbling out the dates for my consultant appointment and 20 week scan. Like daffodil said - I think the only positive to reaching my edd will be that I can't count down the weeks any more. It's totally natural - we should all still be pregnant and it is bound to pray on our minds. This week I am mainly mourning the fact that I won't be able to wrap up in cosy maternity cardigans. I suppose it's very superficial, but I had really been looking forward to a snuggly pregnant winter.
It doesn't make you weird - it makes you HUMAN!
xxxSara
Soon well be counting & experiencing each week that passes xxx
Up until today I've counted off the weeks from my January bean - would have been due today (
I've since had 2 chemical pregnancies but haven't kept their edd with me - I guess because as far as I was concerned I was 6 weeks pg in January when I got AF - with the other 2 I'd tested early so my mind kind of identified the AF rather than the pregnancy.
I suppose it's good that I've got to the edd as now - like others have said - I haven't got anything left to countdown to, so I can move on and wait for the next time to countdown.
You're definately not wierd - I think it's part of the maternal instinct in a way to keep a check on our babies )
Im sorry I didnt know today was your edd (just updated on your thread) no wonder your feeling a bit rubbish, hugs hun.
Yea your all right after passing edd of the 1st I felt more at peace & then didnt bother with the 2nd as like you said didnt have much time to register the 2nd pg as was confused by all the tests, only took it in when GP confirmed likely to be early mc & then started to bleed a day later!! I like your way of thinking about the maternal instinct keeping check on our babies.
Lots of love & hugs xxxx
Just read and replied on my thread hunny
Yep - today was the day, hubs even remembered - albeit a bit late and text me earlier just to say how much he loved me and he knew what today was and that by hook or by crook we'd get there eventually - very sweet of him
I'll be fine in a couple of days - it kind of crept up on me out of nowhere - I think I'd been feeling a bit low last week but then when I got the BFN yesterday - well, it kinda floored me for a bit...
But picking up and dusting off by the weekend - nice cold beer tonight should do the trick I reckon
I really do believe it's the maternal instinct - from the moment we know we are pg we do nothing but worry about our beans - why should it be any different when they don't stay with us? I'd like to think that my mental acknowledgement of my little bean goes a long way in the grieving process for me and in the passing process for the bean
xxxxx
Gonna release a sky latern I have decided and have my bracelet which gives me comfort.
But still get teary - its so hard
Big hugs all round girls - hope everyone is OK
xxx