xmas

ok well i dont want stress his xmas, the only nice xmas's i have had have been in london with partners family, so it was decided this year it would be just us, tbh im tired already thought of cooking sounds awful, my mum n dad are arguing n my dad is grumpy, moody and very ill in n out of hospital, im so bloody stressed, just want happy day with special people.

So today i asked ray if his mum busy for xmas n she txtd back saying had made plans but could change them, havent been to london since early aug i know ray misses his family, n i wanna be away from mine, im always in the middle of some arguement, my sister n mum fallen out, my dad n mum are just well just not getting on, n im pregnant wanting less stress,

gotta get time of work well one day, but robbie misses his cousins n caitlin would love it, so ray said my choice if im happy travelling again hes happy to sort it.

do u girls think im being stupid, omg the tears n emotions have been terrible, i thought i lost my purse yesterday n cried for an hour, ray was comforting me telling me its only a purse but its everything im scared, nervous excited how will i cope then theres labour omg help !!!!