Other peoples babies
I got to hold my sisters week old baby today - she was finally awake when i went round. She is soooo beautiful but it just made me more nervous that something is giong to go wrong for me. none of my family know that i am pregnant yet as i want to be really sure so we're waiting for 12 week scan. I still find it really hard seeing pregnant people in tesco etc as i dont feel like my pregnancy is real. I just want a big baby bump right now so that i can relax a bit and start to believe it might all be OK.
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