He was in waiting room with Steven charming all the nurses and trying to bring a smile to glum faces he succeeded and so I got one straight after and I sung Lady gaga to him!
Hurah! I have made it back - only like 12 hours later lol! Right Em I am fully caught up! I'm sorry that you have had a few rough nights but you seem as upbeat as always! When will you find out if you are able to have the operation? I really hope that you get to - and I'm glad that the radiotherapy is going well even if they do make you listen to lady gaga!! lol!! Thanks for asking about Finn - he's fine really just has this silly little cough, which on its own is nothing but after a feed causes milk to come back up and at night/naptime prevents him from settling off so he's a bit of a grump! Now I'm off to feed my big grump!! Honestly our work is never done is it!? xxx
So glad you are kicking its **** now hon!! Also glad that your pain is being better managed now too. So 2 days down, not long to go. Keep up your positive spirits! xx
Apologies for not being a around sooner, we've had a dodgy couple of days with Freddie's reflux ( excuse me if I smell a little pukey ... washing machine hasn't stopped!)
So pleased they seem to be managing your pain a little better now and in awe of your kick ass attitude - you go girl!
As for Race for Life - I'd like to copycat Summer if it's OK with you? Can't be sure to run it but will gladly walk it
Heya - the little one is asleep - she's so cute - just puts herself to sleep same time every night - bless. I just wanted to say I am thinking of you and you are doing immensly well. You have so much to be proud of and to keep up with making life as fun and normal as possible for both of you. Keep it up hun - youll have so many great memories.
Summer - you're on! You, me and our boys in their Loola's!
Will attempt to set up fundraising page tomorrow (is it difficult?!) would love to do it now but bed's calling as I never know what time Freddie will wake up (hoping it'll be 330 again - sure beats 130)
I might be talked into walking the race for life (pushing Lily in her pushchair would be allowed wouldn't it?)- might get my 11 year old to join me too!
Im shattered, so apologies if this is brief, all the stuff in my system is starting to take its toll but im determined to still be a mummy to my little boy!
Just wanted to say im so proud of you all for race for life etc, the fact you can do it with the buggy is a huge plus, gets them involved and makes it much more fun I will sponsor you all when I can focus a bit better
Todays music- Sean Kingston Fire Burning (ironic) Cheryl Cole Fight for this love (also kinda ironic!) and then Michael Buble Just haven't met you yet as I was getting dressed which was actually really nice. 3 down 7 left!!!!
Gonna go cuddle my darling hubby who is on a cleaning mission and go to bed up early for radiotherapy (wanted morning appointments so I could do baby related activities in the afternoons!)
Sorry I haven't been posting much either Em, apart from complaining to you on fb about car seats!!!
Still loving your kick ass attitude too and your funny stories! You keep going girl and you will come out the other side even stronger - if thats possible as you are one strong lady!!
Michael Buble would certainly be a yummy thought to take your mind away from things - that song will always remind me of the end of my labour as thats what I always sang to Sophie when she was still in my tummy
Your not going to come out as a secret N-Dubz fan ;\) (ashamedly I think they might make my playlist!). I've found music really helps me through the sh** times. Anyway I keep checking in to see how you are going, although I don't always get chance to reply but wanted to wish you all the best.
Ok so cancer treatment makes you feel like sh*t im so so tired my hubbys packing me off to bed after hes forced some food down me!
Today was Tina Turner (I swear I dont pick!) no simply the best though! Then a review with my doc who has said he will scan me but may go straight for chemo anyway as he doesn't want things progressing in my chest. But that the surgeons are still keeping me in mind and the situation will be constantly reviewed and may change again. Im now being referred to a specialist in chemo to decide which cocktail is best treating this nice rare cancer I have. Heres hoping sex on the beach, woo woo or amaretto sour hey girls?!
Were taking Dylan swimming tomorrow and the zoo on Saturday, im excited as it will be good for him. A woman upset me at hospital today when I made a joke he was a daddys boy, and she says well I always see his daddy with him, feeding him cuddling etc! Seriously were there about 45 mins 25-30 of those im in a controlled room where no offence I dont want my son being exposed to radiation and rest of time Stevens usually started a feed!!! think im a little sensitive as im tired and I feel guilty anyway that im poorly and taking time from him!
Thanks for the hugs girls, and beemonkey anyone who cant laugh at "i've been searching all over facebook and I cant seem to find you, baby I need you" obviously has no taste whatsoever in music ;\) right off now to listen to jedward eat and go to bed
stupid bloody cow - look at what you are going through to spend more time with your son. You have nine pages of us telling you what a wonderful wonderful person you are and i will say again - you are a total inspiration certainly to me but also to many others. Idiotic comments like that are not helpful and she should no better.
Hey honey what a trooper you are, you fill me with pride Em.. It sounds like you are getting fab treatment, your consultant seems to be looking far ahead and doesn't seem to be dragging heels! Take care thinking about you xx
Sweet dreams. Thinking of you. You are wonderful and am sure Dylan will love the zoo. Wonder what his favourite animal will be? Do you like Celine dion? She has an album just about motherhood thats pretty good x
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Glad it went well today - or just went i suppose - i bet Dylan got a big mummy cuddle when he got home x
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Apologies for not being a around sooner, we've had a dodgy couple of days with Freddie's reflux ( excuse me if I smell a little pukey ... washing machine hasn't stopped!)
So pleased they seem to be managing your pain a little better now and in awe of your kick ass attitude - you go girl!
As for Race for Life - I'd like to copycat Summer if it's OK with you? Can't be sure to run it but will gladly walk it
Thinking of you and your gorgeous smiley boy
Welsh & Freddie xx
I just wanted to say I am thinking of you and you are doing immensly well. You have so much to be proud of and to keep up with making life as fun and normal as possible for both of you. Keep it up hun - youll have so many great memories.
xax and Amber 9 weeks
welsh - just spotted your post - training buddy?
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Will attempt to set up fundraising page tomorrow (is it difficult?!) would love to do it now but bed's calling as I never know what time Freddie will wake up (hoping it'll be 330 again - sure beats 130)
n'night for now xx
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Im shattered, so apologies if this is brief, all the stuff in my system is starting to take its toll but im determined to still be a mummy to my little boy!
Just wanted to say im so proud of you all for race for life etc, the fact you can do it with the buggy is a huge plus, gets them involved and makes it much more fun
Todays music- Sean Kingston Fire Burning (ironic) Cheryl Cole Fight for this love (also kinda ironic!) and then Michael Buble Just haven't met you yet as I was getting dressed which was actually really nice. 3 down 7 left!!!!
Gonna go cuddle my darling hubby who is on a cleaning mission and go to bed up early for radiotherapy (wanted morning appointments so I could do baby related activities in the afternoons!)
Speak soon
Em and Dylan 10 whole weeks today
Happy 10th week birthday to Dylan - hope you had some fab cuddles x
Still loving your kick ass attitude too and your funny stories!
Michael Buble would certainly be a yummy thought to take your mind away from things - that song will always remind me of the end of my labour as thats what I always sang to Sophie when she was still in my tummy
Lots of love Nici xxx
Today was Tina Turner (I swear I dont pick!) no simply the best though! Then a review with my doc who has said he will scan me but may go straight for chemo anyway as he doesn't want things progressing in my chest. But that the surgeons are still keeping me in mind and the situation will be constantly reviewed and may change again. Im now being referred to a specialist in chemo to decide which cocktail is best treating this nice rare cancer I have. Heres hoping sex on the beach, woo woo or amaretto sour hey girls?!
Were taking Dylan swimming tomorrow and the zoo on Saturday, im excited as it will be good for him. A woman upset me at hospital today when I made a joke he was a daddys boy, and she says well I always see his daddy with him, feeding him cuddling etc! Seriously were there about 45 mins 25-30 of those im in a controlled room where no offence I dont want my son being exposed to radiation and rest of time Stevens usually started a feed!!! think im a little sensitive as im tired and I feel guilty anyway that im poorly and taking time from him!
Thanks for the hugs girls, and beemonkey anyone who cant laugh at "i've been searching all over facebook and I cant seem to find you, baby I need you" obviously has no taste whatsoever in music ;\)
much love ladies to you and your bubbas
Em x x x x
Sleep well hunny x