The serial knicker-spotters club

I am driving myself completely insane, I'm fed up of seeing this brown stuff every day and find myself constantly on the John checking my knickers every time I feel something wet down there! Roll on my first scan if I don't go completely mental before then! I was like this before with my first but not as bad as I am now as I didn't have any bleeding or discharge but am getting a wipe a day since June 19th n it's driving me potty And I'm analysing every single little cramp or twinge, checking my boobs every 2 mins to c if they're still sore, and panicking when I manage half a day without feeling like I wanna puke! I had a real bad dream last night that something went wrong n woke up almost thinking it was real cuz it was so vivid! Aarrrgggghh this is making me insane lol x