Pregnant after miscarriage
5 months ago I had a miscarriage. I still to this day blame myself, although I know there was nothing I could of done diffrent. This past weekend I found out that I am pregnant again, about 5 weeks or so. I am freaking out, I keep waiting to find blood in my panties and I don't feel happy at all about being pregnant. It makes me feel like a bad mother that I don't care about my baby but I'm just scared, my first misscarriage almost destroyed me but with the help of my husband I pulled through. I feel like I am alone in this even though I know my husband lost the baby too. Am I a bad mom for feeling like this or is this normal? I go for blood work tomorrow and I'm scared that my hcg levels will be low. I feel lost and confused. Any other moms feel like this after a loss?