Wkend 1st Tri
thought I'd start as I've been up half the night unable to sleep - came home yesterday to a letter from my consultant saying I meet my insurance critical life criteria. obviously I have to wait until I get the money but theoretically there shouldn't be any problems. So we've decided we are going to move to our forever home - they are still building in our development & I'm going to ring the builder on Monday & ask if he'll build us what we want / has any large detached coming up. FX he agrees to a part exchange too, would make things less stressful.
Its all very bittersweet as I'm under my consultant for next 5 years incase it returns , regular check ups, no more summer holidays, need to keep a very close eye on our little one. But I've just gotta keep going & concentrate on the positives I guess. I'm a bit emotional - must have got 2hrs sleep max.
Also so nervous for my scan on Monday, I keep thinking 'what if they don't find a heartbeat' but I am just being silly & worrying.
Hi to all who follow