Anyone else goin through this without a partner?
it gets me a bit down how everyone talks about their other half and how excited their patners are and helpful and stuff! does that sound selfish of me? i don't even have a proper birthin partner really just who isn't working or busy at the time! i feel quite alone through all of this and end up cryin most days (i know this is coz i'm hormonal)
i sometimes think about goin back to my ex just so i don't have to do this alone but so mant people would be upset with me including myself. i know this sounds selfish but i'm just so lost. i don't know what i'm doin half the time and the other half i'm tryin to concentrate on something else!
i keep putting things off in a hope that it will somehow delay everything and i'll have more time to get my head around it! i've only got 49 days left so you would have thought i would have got used to the idea of being a single parent by now but i just keep thinking that i'm gonna fail, i'm not doin it right or just wont want it when its here i know it sounds bad and i guess i'm just being stupid.
please someone tell me i'm not alone