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my life just gets worse...
hi ya alot of u will no that im haveing probs due to preeclampsia well i thought i may not get it but the consultant today said i will but dont no when ive got to be seen not once a week now not twice but 3 times and im so peed off ive got to have blood tests every week to top the lot to screen my pet levels he thinks he can get me to 30 weeks im 26 weeks thursday so i cud only have 4 weeks that means another baby in special care 4 weeks she wighs 1lb 9oz at the mo so still very tiny y cant i have a normal preg ive just ad enuff i dont want to see my little girl go through special care again its heart breaking what they go through needles tubes machines not being able to hold your baby without permission and the worst going home every night without my baby dreading the phone everytime it goes incase something is wrong i dont no if im gona be able to go through it again i dont no if im strong enuff and to top the lot i found a naked girl vid on my oh profile tonight this ent the first time amd it explains alot from the way he has been behaveing thow i locked him out earlyer and he broke the door to get in hes filling my head full of shit again saying he dont no nothing about it and he dont no how it got on to there baffleing me with science about c and d drives and all that crap at the end of the day i ent stupid and i certainly didnt put it on there and the girl certainly wasnt me god did my heart sink i cant stop crying the prospect of haveing my little girl in 4 weeks and him doing this my life cant get any worse right now i cant stop crying my kids keep asking me whats wrong and all i can say is mummys nose is running ive just ad enuff these last few months have bin the worst im sorry bout the whinge im just so upset and had to let it out somewhere xx
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As for your OH, at least you are not standing for any rubbish, and really hope you can sort it out.
Ames x
24 wks
When you are able to talk to your husband, explain to him about why you're worried and you certainly don't need him to pile on the stress. Hopefully he will understand and co-operate.
Take care of yourself, especially now.
Big hugs
LMCK 17 + 2 x
When you are able to talk to your husband, explain to him about why you're worried and you certainly don't need him to pile on the stress. Hopefully he will understand and co-operate.
Take care of yourself, especially now.
Big hugs
LMCK 17 + 2 x
chloe 31+6
I hope everything works out hun, I know how hard it is as my DS was in special care for a week after he was born and that was long enough! Good luck and try to rest as much as possible.
Amy .x
you take it easy xx