Cant stop crying!
Hi mums and bumps
This is all going to sound so stupid and whingy but I just need to get it out. I'm 24 weeks today and so fed up. I really enjoyed being pregnant with my daughter but this one is just so different. I have an anterior placenta so it cushions pretty much every movement the baby makes, this sounds really daft but I feel like I've been cheated out of one of the most enjoyable things about being pregnant..feeling the baby move. I feel very very few of the movements and I feel so sad, I was really looking forward to being able to feel it move but I just dont. I have SPD which I think the heat is making worse, walking is so so painful and I have such alot to do with the house, my daughter and my job, I'm hobbling round like an 80 year old!. I'm constantly on the verge of tears today. I love and want this baby I just feel so sad that I'm missing out on the movements and I cant enjoy being pregnant because every time I move it hurts! My poor little 4 year old isnt exactly suffering but I havent got the paitence I did have before I was pregnant and I find myself wanting to snap at her, I have to leave the room sometimes because I can feel myself about to go beserk at her and its not her fault. I just want to enjoy this time.