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Feeling a bit merh
well I posted a few days ago I found out I was pregnant. I’m a natural worrier about most things in life lol have bad anxiety in general. Anyway today I’ve woken up with small brown spotting and a tiny bit of blood. I know that can be normal but I have experienced this before which sadly ended in miscarriage. So kind of expecting that to happen but of course I really hope it doesn’t 😪😪I have a lovely 1 year old so I am blessed but yeah kinda feeling a bit depressed. If it happens there’s nothing I can do. Can’t get seen at my epu as my 1 year old is unwell and have no help with childcare Plus even if I could get seen i doubt they can do anything as I’m too early for a scan. But hey ho. Guess I’m just posting to vent a little as don’t really have anyone to talk to x
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This is one of the things it took me a long time to get my head around when I feel pregnant... you literally have no control over anything. What will be will be. Whether that's talking about conceiving, carrying the baby, giving birth etc.
It's a hard thing to stomach if you have anxiety (I also have generalised anxiety and panic attacks so definitely empathise with you).
this is is so sad sorry to hear what is happening. I’ve had 2 early miscarriages but I’ve read lots of times that people often bleed and it’s fine, fingers crossed this is the case for you x
Try to relax (easier said than done). I say this from a hospital bed after 3 bleeds from placenta previa even though I'm only 25+5 (so it's earlier than you'd expect bleeding). I'm also finding it hard to relax but I'm just trying to keep hold of the fact I can't do much to affect any outcome, and they'll do their best to care for me.