Why can't I accept being pregnant??
Is there anyone else out there who has lost a baby and can't accept that this pregnancy might actually be ok? I am pregnant for the fifth time but it will only be my second baby. My first was born 10 years ago and i have suffered 3 losses since then. Although I am 20 weeks pregnant now and things are going really well I just can't accept that this pregnancy might just work out ok and I'll actually have a baby in june....my mother has told me that i am screwed up and need to sort myself out. (thats a great help!!) she's not the most understanding person in the world...Am I just feeling sorry for myself?