I shld be healthy 4 baby
B4 i got pregnant i was v.underweight at 7st, height 5f8, due 2 undereating 4 weightloss.. Id have a weetabix a day. I put on weight 2 become pregnant and ate properly throughout my pregnancy. Ever since the birth ive become obbsesed with weight loss again and slowly reverted bk 2 my old ways.. Just a salad a day. I want 2 be healthy so i can be the best mum 2 lo. But if i eat more, im unbearably moody with guilt that ive eaten 2 much. Please help.. When partner at work i pretend ive eaten durin day. Lo just weaning, partener eats normal meals but i insist on salad..I want 2 eat as a family soon (lo 6mths) all 2gether.. But im scared that will never happen.
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I am not trying to scare you but this is fact. Side affects of this illness are horrendous. My sil has osteoporisis (sp)- brittle bone disease which is normally found in oap's because she was malnourished. Other side effects include bowel disease, constipation, hair loss, infertility, poor memory, teeth can fall out- those are only the few I know.
My sil is on a 'high' when she doesn't eat and is serioulsy down when she does. She has suffered for 10 years and has even been hospitalised. Thankfully now she keeps her weight more under control but she is still anorexic and battling daily with this illness.
Please seek help because it is early days and you don't want to be ill for the sake of your daughter as well as yourself.