Man trouble

Hi ladies just need to rant sorry! So this man we will call will and i met when we were just 14 and we are both aries and firey, we had a daughter together 3 years ago and really since then everythings gone wrong. We havnt even seen him for 5 months and i have just spoken to his brother to ask if he wants to come down and he said he dosnt know! I had pnd and didnt want any one else to bond with her so kept her all to my self so they have never bonded but its more selfish reasons im so upset, with my relationship being over so are all my hopes and dreams i wanted to get married all my life and every night i dream of having another baby but thats all gone now and my daughter i feel so bad her dad dosnt care and dosnt even no her, sorry again just needed to vent x x x