Pregnant. Not single. But feel it.
I'm currently 5 month pregnant with second baby. I have a 3 year old from Previous relationship. This pregnancy was not planned. We hadn't been together long when I fell pregnant. I cried and cried when I found out but he kinda convinced me to keep it. I think if I had gone ahead with abortion it would hve killed me inside so wasn't all his decision. We don't live together. We plan to. Anyways. I work full time just to get by as it is. I struggle majority with a work/home balance. And the thought of another baby is soul destroying atm. I feel so guilty. I hate this pregnancy, it's so different from my first. The first was planned. We had a house, we lived together, we enjoyed it together. But now I feel like I'm single. We hardly see each other. (once a week if that) due to opposite working hours. He's very immature. He says all the right things like I wish I was there etc. But the fact of the matter is he isn't. I'm really having a hard time atm. I feel so low all of the time. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't wanna talk to family or friends about it.