Abortion/player

I have been seeing someone for almost a year and recently had an abortion after an unplanned pregnancy. The guy I was seeing reacted reasonably when I told him he said he loves me but dosent want a Baby. I booked an appointment at an abortion clinic and told him. leading up to the abortion he didnt bother to speak to me so I reached out to him he apologised and said he would be more supportive.The day of the abortion he didn’t speak to me even though I contacted him on the day and he hasn’t spoke to me at all Now for 4 weeks. I’m disappointed because he never used to act like this at all he was very caring. He now ignores me completely if I contact him. I wasnt too comfortable to have an abortion and nobody knows so I can’t speak to anyone. I did it because I didn’t want to have a baby Knowing I would be a single mother(I already have one and am single) and  I also did it to respect his wishes.hes gone from being into me to not caring at all I’m so hurt I had strong feelings for him. I don’t know how to move on from this I feel angry and sad and frustrated every day.