hello girls......some help lol x

Hiya....

Well me and the bf hve decided 2 get married, 2 fill u in abit we got together in 2006 moved in 2gether got engaged dec 2007 BUT then things got bad so we split in may 2008......we stayed friends and constantly txted etc.....still loved each other so in aug 2009 we decided 2 try again so here we r a YR on and tlked and decided we wanna get married......

BUT............

it looks like we gonna hve 2 do it in 2012 as dont think we will hve enough funds for june next yr ( depending on wot we want ).....so i said 2 him last night i think we should put ttc on hold till after the wedding as i dont wanna either be preg and a fat bride or hve a 1yr old at the wedding....as i wanna enjoy it and my other 2 kids r old enough 2 not be stuck 2 me 24-7 if tht makes sense......
but he said we should carry on as he said we could try 3yrs and not fall preg........hes not getting it at all lol

anyone else understand my point lol

sorry 4 rant lol
xx holly xx