Think Im heading for a fall (and a big one!)
Well as the title suggests I think Im heading for a big fall!!! This is our 14mth of ttc and we've had no bfp's at all in that time. Ive never tested, Ive always waited for AF to arrive, but this month Ive been letting myself dream about testing and Im even thinking of buying a test to use in the next few days. Im not sure why this month is different to all the others? We have our first appt at the fertility clinic next Tues and I think part of me is hoping that this may be our month so that we dont need to go to the appointment!!! I dont have any symptoms other than very very swollen and heavy (.)(.) but I get these every month. I do usually start spotting around about now (10dpo) so hoping this may start soon and bring me to my senses. I dont think I could cope with a bfn at the moment. Someone talk some sense into me please!!!!