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game over :cry:
well this is it, had some brown discharge which i always get when af is just round ther corner and have cramps. which means i will not be ttc until septmeber now which will make it a year since we began trying ( oh wel....
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my mates baby is due next week, i was so hoping i got my bfp this month as it would have made it so much easier for me, i dont mean to sound selfish but im sure you ladies can appriciate what i mean,
period pains are getting stonger now so i just have to accept that its all over and myabe it just is not meant to be for me to be a mummy.
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also i would just ike to add that be careful with FRER tests ladies, i just did one a while a go today as a had it left from a pack of two just to get it out the house and there is defo a very very faint line there, so faint that i am not sure if it is pink or white but at the same time i dont need to hold it in bright light to see it.
i guess what i am saying as is must be an evap line because i have my af cramps so i no she is on her way and i also had a small amount of brown discharge. just thought i would let you ladies no as i have never heard of FRER giving evap line before ?
[Modified by: sally881 on July 04, 2010 03:27 PM]
Of course you're meant to be a mommy, or else you wouldn't want it so bad! Some people have it easy and some people really have to work for it, it's unfair but i really think that those who have it easy and fall pg on one night stands wouldn't have it in them to go through what you've been through hun! You're a strong lady!
Please don't give up. Have a break and look after yourself a little bit. Then when the tests give you some answers, come back and try again!
You'll be a great mommy and when it happens you'll look back on all this and it will be totally worth it!
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You are so definitely meant to be a mommy, we all are!! Maybe you can see the little break as time to rest and relax and not worry about the ttc thing, I know its so hard, it's all I think about. And by having the tests you're helping yourself by finding out any problems so that you can have a baby in the future, I hope you can see the positive in it soon.
I know how you feel about your friends baby. I have some friends with babies that I haven't seen since before my mmc and have avoided, I feel like I don't want to see them til I am preg again cos think I just won't be able to cope with it, how I'm feeling right now.
Sorry i've talked about myself a bit, I just wanted to say that you're not alone, many of us feel like this, so you can always come talk to us when you need a bit of help, support or fun!!
Sept is only 2 months away, that is the blink of an eye in the grand scale of your life!! (does that make sense, I know what I want to say!!)
Hope you're ok, take care xx