My boyfriend and I have been trying to conceive for over a year, and before that I tried with an ex (long story) for at least a year. I just found out this past year that I have Endometreosis (very bad case of it), ovarian cysts, and HPV. My periods are very irregular, I can go three months without having one and then it will be very on and off, although its been that way for a few years now, it wasn't always irregular.
I just found out that one of my coworkers, as well as one of my best friends is pregnant. I'm very happy for the both of them, but it also leaves me heartbroken. It just seems so easy for them and I have to fight so hard to even try to conceive. Of course I'm not going to tell either of them that I'm sad about it, but I can't lie that I'm not. My boyfriend doesn't understand why I'm sad, he thinks its a blessing that we can have unprotected sex with no consequences ( I know that kind of makes him sound like an ass, but that's not his intention. He wants to have kids with me, but I guess what he's saying is, some guys would probably love this situation). I don't know how to explain to anyone how I feel, because no one around me knows the struggle.
Sorry I'm kind of rambling. If anyone has advice on how to get through these emotions and any other advice or stories people have.
I'm here for anyone