Very scared after positive test after still birth this year

hey everyone feeling rather scared right now.
I had a still birth in April 2020 my baby girl was full term.
Still waiting for results.
Anyhow i haven’t been feeling quite right if that makes sense and not exactly been carfeful but never thought anything would happen due to it taking me long amounts of time to conceive.
I took a cheap test strip on the 1st of August as I have been feeling rather tired then normal and just felt off , crazy right because my period isn’t due untill the 8th!! But that’s based on a 31 day cycle and my last 2 have been around 29.
I got a very very faint second line!!
test in the afternoon same again.
Test the next morning same again.
This point I’m going mad because the line are super super faint, I know it was so early But I brought clear blue digital and normal test that will show a cross if pregnant.
To impatient I get home and do both of them in the afternoon! The digital
shows 1-2 weeks and the test came back with a cross. So I know that’s a positive but I still can’t get my hear around it. I don’t believe it for a start and I don’t think I will untill the test strips go darker but then I guess I still have 5 days untill my expected period or slightly before if my cycle stay at 29 days. With obviously having a chemical before I’m very nervous and obviously having a stillbirth I I’m very scared right now!!!
I had a still birth in April 2020 my baby girl was full term.
Still waiting for results.
Anyhow i haven’t been feeling quite right if that makes sense and not exactly been carfeful but never thought anything would happen due to it taking me long amounts of time to conceive.
I took a cheap test strip on the 1st of August as I have been feeling rather tired then normal and just felt off , crazy right because my period isn’t due untill the 8th!! But that’s based on a 31 day cycle and my last 2 have been around 29.
I got a very very faint second line!!
test in the afternoon same again.
Test the next morning same again.
This point I’m going mad because the line are super super faint, I know it was so early But I brought clear blue digital and normal test that will show a cross if pregnant.
To impatient I get home and do both of them in the afternoon! The digital
shows 1-2 weeks and the test came back with a cross. So I know that’s a positive but I still can’t get my hear around it. I don’t believe it for a start and I don’t think I will untill the test strips go darker but then I guess I still have 5 days untill my expected period or slightly before if my cycle stay at 29 days. With obviously having a chemical before I’m very nervous and obviously having a stillbirth I I’m very scared right now!!!
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I can imagine you have mixed emotions right now but each pregnancy is different. Sorry if it sounds a bit harsh but we have no control about how our pregnancy will go (to some extent). Take each day as it comes and look after yourself. I'm really hoping this is your sticky rainbow bean
Keep us posted. x
I've heard that the Clearblue tests need quite a bit of hcg to get positive results, so I would definitely say that you're pregnant! Congratulations!
I understand you'll be in shock and feeling really nervous, but I really hope this is your rainbow baby 💗🌈 x
Thankyou, it has been a very tough few months that’s for sure and now I’m edge completely but I need to learn to relax. I was shocked at the clear blue ad it was 1 weeks before my period that I got the results 😳 that’s what I found strange but I’m trying to stay positive and got another positive strip this morning so will have to keep going a day at a time x
Congrats there beaut.
May you be blessed this time.
Blessed be ♀️♂️