Trying to conceive and jealousy of others who have.
Hi. I’m a 25 year old female. Me and my husband have been together 7 years and got married last March. This month now marks a year of trying and we have had no luck. As the year has went on many friends and family have fallen pregnant. Recently someone close has unexpectedly fallen pregnant with someone after one month and is opting for a termination which I agree with in every way. Her body her choice and not her time right now. Another close person fell pregnant to someone she was seeing for 5 months. I am constantly seeing all these people getting pregnant around me. And I am over the moon for each and every person who has conceived. But I am sad for me. I feel jealousy. I feel upset. I feel anger. I just want to be a mummy so much. And my husband wants to be a dad. This is basically just a big rant. I feel like a horrid person for all this jealously within me.