This is the first time I’ve ever wrote in a blog so I don’t no what to expect.
Anyway I first started trying for a baby back in 2015 and after years of heartbreak in 2019 I finally got pregnant and had a beautiful daughter.
Last year me and my husband decided to start trying again and month after month I’m back in the same place of feeling heartbroken of not been pregnant.
This month over last few days I become very tired and just not feeling myself, today I’m 2 days late and got sore breasts so I decided to test and yet again it’s negative.
Has anyone else struggled so much to point where they just don’t no what todo anymore? I just need to speak with people who get where I’m coming from and how I’m feeling as everyone round me has babies and gets pregnant just like that.
Thank you to who ever reads and reply’s 😁
Although I am still jealous of your situation, you already have one and I am in the stage of trying for the first one and this emptiness is very heavy. How long has it been for now since you are waiting? How long did it take with the first one?
With my first it toke me 4 years, I was eventually diagnosed with endometriosis and was told I’d never have children so I stopped trying and then I got caught on which was a miracle.
I think I am just living on my 'hormonal' state- when period comes, I am taking it very badly, partially depressed etc, but then towards the end of period days I am getting hopeful again and getting ready "to work on it again"..and then again TWW... and all over again. Very unstable, I must say. I almost need to take a day off every month when I am just too sad to handle another "failed" month