Not looking forward to July!!
Well AF turned up yesterday so I will not be preg by my EDD which I soooo hoped I would! I was so hopeful this month as my CBFM actually peaked which it has not done since my mmc in Jan. I even thought when it went peak not to get too excited as i was setting myself up for disappointment but couldn't help myself. I should be 27 days away from becoming a mummy and instead I am having horrendous AF pains and feel really low! It took me 13 months to get a BFP last time and now I am starting month 7 since D&C! I can't believe its nearly two years since we started ttc! I thought I would have two children by 30 I will be lucky to have 1 now! The whole world is preg and I am fed up of seeing people annoucing their 12 week stage on facebook! I work with two preg ladies at the mo; one is 32 weeks and the other 28 weeks its just soul destroying but as there boss and friend I just keep a smile on my face!!! Just been referred back for fertility treatment - which I was last Oct and then fell pg before the first appointment. I rarely ovulate and hubbys sperm count and motility are both low! Feel like its never going to happen! Constantly get asked if I am preg or trying for children - I swear I am never going to ask that question to anyone ever! Plus I am going to stop given people advice as the last three people I have given advice to about getting pregnancy have all fallen preg in their first month of trying!!!!!!!! AAARRRGGGHHH