Everyone is pregnant but me, including my mother.
After years of trying to conceive, my husband and I began pursuing assistance. We found out that my husbands swimmers weren't working so well, due to a varicocelle. 1 year ago, post varicocelle repair, his swimmers had been given the green light. However, still no kiddos for us. Further testing on me resulted in no findings as to why we shouldn't be able to conceive, it did however, reveal that I had a problem with my heart, and needed immediate surgery. I am now 6 months post heart surgery, and was told about three months ago, that a high risk dr won't deliver me. I had an IUD placed until my heart was given the clear by my cardiologist to attempt conception again. Today however, I find out that my mother is pregnant, my best friend is pregnant, my coworker is pregnant, everyone and their flippin dog is pregnant. I could seriously strangle someone. How do I not be such a raving lunatic? Friends and family are trying to lean on me for support, and I'm being supportive, but the snap is coming, I can feel it. Any advice? I don't want sympathy, I just need help getting out of this rut! I know that I physically can't have a baby right now, but after trying for years, and now being told I can't conveive, I obviously want a baby more then ever!