SERIOUSLY!! How many more??!!
I don't know how to cope.
Everywhere I turn, there are pregnancy announcements and births. I'm now on hearing 6 pregnancies in the last 5 weeks, and 5 births, all from friends. Of course, it's a different story when hearing it on here (obviously, I don't mind on here because it's a pregnancy forum!!!) but when it's friends and family conceiving at the drop of a hat.......
I'm fitter and healthier than any of them. Most of them live not particularly healthy life-styles (either starving themselves or are very overweight, don't exercise and eat badly) and it just isn't fair how it's just so easy for some. It's even worse when they're unplanned pregnancies announced alongside a 'It was clearly meant to be!' Going by that logic, all of us who are struggling ttc, is THAT also meant to be??
Yes, for those of you that don't know me, I know I'm coming across as a spoilt brat, I know that and I'm really, REALLY sorry, but after months and months of heartbreak already and getting forward what seems like only an inch, whilst others who started ttc at the same time as me now have their babies...it's safe to say I'm really, really struggling. How many more pregnancies and births before I even get a regular cycle?
I'm finding I'm blaming myself for it not working out; should we have ttc earlier in life? I don't know.
I'm just finding it harder with every announcement.