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Hi ladies
I just wanted to say thank you so much to all of you who have left me supportive messages and comments both here and on my blog and who have been praying for me and our little embies while we've been going through IVF.
Unfortunately, I think it's all over now and I'm just waiting for AF to show up. I'm pissed off, devastated, and feel so low that all I want to do today is hide under my duvet and cry (I have to sound a little bit more positive than that on my blog, because my SIL reads it and would worry, but that's how I feel right now).
I'm going to ring the clinic as soon as I think I can speak to them in a steady voice, but what can they do other than sympathise? There's nothing anyone can do to make unsticky embryos stick, or to stop AF when she's on her way.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that you've all been such a help and support to me, and I'm sorry I haven't been responding to many other threads and giving as much support as I've been receiving, or even responding specifically to individual messages - please be assured that I appreciated each and every one of them.
Hopefully normal service will resume once I've got over this disappointment. xxx
I just wanted to say thank you so much to all of you who have left me supportive messages and comments both here and on my blog and who have been praying for me and our little embies while we've been going through IVF.
Unfortunately, I think it's all over now and I'm just waiting for AF to show up. I'm pissed off, devastated, and feel so low that all I want to do today is hide under my duvet and cry (I have to sound a little bit more positive than that on my blog, because my SIL reads it and would worry, but that's how I feel right now).
I'm going to ring the clinic as soon as I think I can speak to them in a steady voice, but what can they do other than sympathise? There's nothing anyone can do to make unsticky embryos stick, or to stop AF when she's on her way.
Anyway, I just wanted to say that you've all been such a help and support to me, and I'm sorry I haven't been responding to many other threads and giving as much support as I've been receiving, or even responding specifically to individual messages - please be assured that I appreciated each and every one of them.
Hopefully normal service will resume once I've got over this disappointment. xxx
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lots of love, xxxxx
lots of love, xxxxx
Take care of yourself and I will be continually praying for you.
S xx
Hoping Rucksack or Ray-Ray are hanging on in there
xxxxx
S xxx
I've pretty much given up hope now, and have told a few people I've spoken to today that we haven't been successful. I had a total meltdown on the phone to work this morning and have basically been told to take as much time as I need and just go in when I'm ready - I'm so lucky to have such an understanding boss. (Technically I will be working from home, but I can do it in my own way and in my own space, which is so much better than having to put on a brave face in the office.) I've spent most of the day in tears, although I did have a brief pleasant interlude when my sister came over with her three children, who I have a great relationship with (even after the youngest threw up all over me and the sofa just before they left!).
My sister rather nervously told me that she's pregnant with number 4. Of course, I'm delighted for her and I couldn't be jealous, because I know that the baby she's having is not the baby that I was meant to have. It must have been dreadful for her to have to pluck up the courage to tell me, and I really feel for her - but I also so wish that we could have been pregnant together. xx
Sending you hugs.
Gem x
Either way I wish lots of luck and strength.
OP xx
Having failed IVF / ICSI treatment myself less than 2 years ago i understand completely how you are feeling ! It is an emotional and exhausting treatment to go through and my heart goes out to you hun.
Ive just started my 2nd ICSI treatment only last week and im just as nervous, if not more this time as i cannot take any more disapointment after nearly 5 years of trying to conceive!
But back onto you . . . you musnt give up hope until AF shows up !! You stil have every chance & my fingers & toes are tightly crossed for you !
Keep your chin up chicken. xx
Well, I'm still in limbo at the moment - convinced we haven't done it, but determined to wait until official test day before POAS (assuming AF doesn't show up in full flow before then). OTD is this Friday, so I won't really have closure until then anyway, as I have to test that day to tell the clinic and they've told me to keep taking the progesterone (which can delay AF and give artificially high BBT readings) until then.
Today was a better day - I only cried a couple of times - and it's actually good to be able to start to focus on other things rather than obsessing about what may or may not happen in three days' time.
I'll come on here to update with the final result (confirmation) on Friday, but am going to try to stay away and concentrate on work until then.
Thanks again, and ((((hugs)))) to all of you xxx
Thinking of you xxxxx
Thanks again for all your support - you're all amazing xxx
I am so truly sorry. I really wish this was your month.
Best of luck for next time around.
Big, big hugs.
xxx