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NOT COPEING AT ALL!
Hi Girls
Im sorry for yet another negative thread, but im just not copeing at all anymore.
I think ive come to the end & im at my limit.
Since my second MC ive spiraled into depression & i just dont have any hope left.
Due to the way im feeling ive decided that perhaps i should take a break from BE for a while as i dont want my negativity to upset you lovely ladies.
I heard of yet another of my friends being PG today & im afraid its just tipped the balance. I would say i felt like ending it all but i dont even have the energy for that.
Im sorry if my post has caused any upset. You girls have been my rock but nothing is helping at the moment. I feel emotionaly exhusted, alone & all out of any hope.
I wish all you girls all the very best & hope the present BFP boom continues.
((((((((((BIG HUGS & SUPERSTICKY BABYDUST))))))))))))) XXXXXXX )
Im sorry for yet another negative thread, but im just not copeing at all anymore.
I think ive come to the end & im at my limit.
Since my second MC ive spiraled into depression & i just dont have any hope left.
Due to the way im feeling ive decided that perhaps i should take a break from BE for a while as i dont want my negativity to upset you lovely ladies.
I heard of yet another of my friends being PG today & im afraid its just tipped the balance. I would say i felt like ending it all but i dont even have the energy for that.
Im sorry if my post has caused any upset. You girls have been my rock but nothing is helping at the moment. I feel emotionaly exhusted, alone & all out of any hope.
I wish all you girls all the very best & hope the present BFP boom continues.
((((((((((BIG HUGS & SUPERSTICKY BABYDUST))))))))))))) XXXXXXX )
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Im going to spend time with my mom & we do talk things through. My appointment is 2 weeks today & i think im worrying about it not going well, i feel like ive been waiting forever!
Im not sure if i will leave BE yet, maybe i will feel differently when ive slept. I havent slept properly since MC.
Thankyou for your endless support & hope to here of your BFP VERY VERY soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I agree with TBD tho I think you should go and see you gp, they may be able to help set up some counciling or give you something to at least help you sleep. The tiredness will be making everything seem so much worse and you will not beable to function properly without much sleep.
I hope you start to feel a little brighter as your appointment nears, I am certain the consultant will be able to help you but these things are never as fast as we would like.
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I feel so bad for you and can identify with what you are saying. I think the other girls are right- you should go and chat to your doc and get some help dealing with this. Remember you have been through an awful lot in the last year or so and it's not been long at all since your last mc. Your body is settling back down and you are grieving. The tiredness comes with it and just exacerbates the desperately sad, hopeless feelings.
Go easy on yourself but talk to someone, I promise you will feel better afterwards. A good place to start if you can't get to see your GP straightaway is the Miscarriage Association. I think you should phone them asap - that's what they're there for.
Sending you a gentle hug
xoxoxox
I feel so bad for you and can identify with what you are saying. I think the other girls are right- you should go and chat to your doc and get some help dealing with this. Remember you have been through an awful lot in the last year or so and it's not been long at all since your last mc. Your body is settling back down and you are grieving. The tiredness comes with it and just exacerbates the desperately sad, hopeless feelings.
Go easy on yourself but talk to someone, I promise you will feel better afterwards. A good place to start if you can't get to see your GP straightaway is the Miscarriage Association. I think you should phone them asap - that's what they're there for.
Sending you a gentle hug
xoxoxox
I hit a low earlier this month. I feel better now, there's so much support here.
Best of luck xx
I am sending you a big hug, and I hope you start feeling ebtter soon, xxx
I am sending you a big hug, and I hope you start feeling ebtter soon, xxx
Sending you a big cyber hug. Have a good old cry with your Mum - they're great for that but please think about doing what we've all said.
xxx
thankyou so much for all your wonderful messeges of support,im realy touched so many of you replied. You realy have been a great support through this time.
Im hopeing to see my mom today as im working from home.
Im feeling a little better as i managed to sleep, TBH i think i was just so exhusted i was out like a light. Ive started healthy eating & im trying to keep busy.
I think im especially sensitive as im scattering my Dads ashes at the weekend as i wanted to go into the new year knowing he is truely at rest. I have left it far too long but have just never felt ready to finally let go. I do still have very mixed feelings about it & i know how very hard its going to be but thankfuly i will have my family & OH there to support me.
Thankyou again for all your support girls, I feel as that although its not in a physical sense, that ive gained some very special friends.
((((((((((((((HUGE HUGS & BABYDUST))))))))))) )
I do not know what you are going through as i have never been in your shoes, all i know is how desperately low we get while ttc, so it must be a million times worse for you.
I agree that you need to see your GP and find out if there is somewhere you can go for a talk with someone who can help you through this difficult time.
I feel terrible for moaning on about how low i was feeling the other day when you are experiencing something far worse.
Least you can come on here when you feel up to it and and talk to us all. I know how you feel when you say you want to take a break from BE, i do all the time because sometimes it's just too hard to deal with isn't it.
Sending you massive e-hugs sweetie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Please dont appologise for your post hun, your feelings are just as valid as anyone elses. I understand how miserable it is each month when you get BFN & AF arrives,(or not sometimes). It took me 14 months to concieve this time & i feel my age is against me, so i do understand how massively lowering the whole process can be.
I hope you start to feel better soon hun & if you need support too Im always here.
((((((((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))))))))) XXX
Please dont appologise for your post hun, your feelings are just as valid as anyone elses. I understand how miserable it is each month when you get BFN & AF arrives,(or not sometimes). It took me 14 months to concieve this time & i feel my age is against me, so i do understand how massively lowering the whole process can be.
I hope you start to feel better soon hun & if you need support too Im always here.
((((((((((((((BIG HUGS)))))))))))))) XXX
If i could i would give you a big massive hug right now!!!!!!! Your such a sweetheart!
Im just so sorry for what you are going through!!!
Thinking of you PrincessStar!!! xxxxxxxxx
I feel so sorry for you as I really thought this was your time, but I know your baby is out there waiting for you. Priority no 1 though is for you to feel better again. Your baby needs a happy healthy mummy. I have my email link activated if you ever want to drop me an email but also please use your Mum and OH for support. Don't feel bad about asking for it from them, you do so much for others and now it's your turn to ask for help.
I'll be thinking of you sweetie
S xx
ive seen my mom today & we had a good talk.
Ive got my appointment with consultant on the 9th Dec, so i know that although its not even 2 weeks away it feels like a lifetime! Im realy hopeing to get some help & maybe some awnsers. My worst fear is being fobbed off. I not only need help to get PG but i need help to make it sticky!
I just dont want to be sent off with the old " you have to have 3 MCs before we can treat you for recurrent MC" ringing in my ears.
Anyway how are you keeping hun? xxxxxx
I'm so glad you got to have a good chat with your Mum and that you have an appointment to move things forward. If they fob you off then find another consultant who'll be more sympathetic, but I feel sure this is something they will want to investigate for you.
Thanks for thinking of me. I'm doing well and determined not to complain about any symptoms! This will be you very soon too sweetie I just know it will. Keep the faith and hope alive and the doctors will help you. They helped me no end, even though I am in a different situation to you, I also felt that there was only a glimmer of hope.
You wil get a sticky BFP very, very soon and all this sadness will seem a thing of the past and it will all disappear when you see your little baby. I am sure I have said this before but my Mum had 5 mc's before me and then had four children. She says now it's like it happened to a different person. You will get the family you dream of sweetie
S xx