Feeling Rubbish :(
I am not expecting replies it really is just a selfish post.
I never really had morning sickness for the first 9 weeks and then all of a sudden at 9 weeks I started to feel sick on an evening. At first I would just wretch once over the toilet, burp (sorry if tmi) and then feel much better. But from about 10 weeks onwards I have started being sick every night both before and after dinner.
Hubby works late and then goes straight to the gym so at first I thought it was because I was eating late (7:30-8pm - usually in bed by 9pm as up at 5am), but he went away this weekend and I started having dinner at 5pm and the same thing happened. It is not even certain types of food or certain smells, I just all of a sudden feel sick and then vomit.
Then last week it started in the morning too. This morning was the utter worse. Hubby still away so was getting ready by myself for work, all changed, showered, etc just make-up to do. When all of a sudden felt utterly sick ran to the bathroom but didn't make it in time and threw up half in the loo and half on myself. Then promptly burst into tears. Called in sick to work and am now wallowing in self pity. Called hubby and he was very sympathetic, told me to go back to bed and he would be home soon.
Just feel awful, I am a teacher so really concious of taking time off work as my students finish for their exams in March and I only have 2 weeks left until the Christmas holiday's and so much to cover with them. I don't really care about the school its just my students and I know they will all email me tonight on my school email asking if I am ok and I will feel even more guilty (I haven;t told them I am pregnant yet he he).
And to top it all off I have my 12 week/nuchal scan this afternoon and I was soooooo excited about it and now I just feel rubbish
I am sorry for the rant, just really wanted to get it off my chest as nobody really knows I am pregnant and I live far away from home. Just feeling a little overwhelmed I guess x x