I don’t want to feel like a green eyed monster
Me and my partner have been trying to convince well … for more then 2 years, I lost my mom 3 years ago and my sex drive completely went! was literally close to a year but have since felt better in myself and me and my partner have been trying, I just feel like it’s never going to happen! People all around me are falling pregnant and I’ve just found out my sister is pregnant after a couple of months of trying to conceive, obviously I’m over the moon for her and already love the daughter she has like my own! I just get really upset and down that’s it’s never going to happen for me and to top it off I’m also throwing one of my best friends a baby shower as she had an unexpected pregnancy, again I’m so happy for her but again why not me!