My head is such a mess!
Hi girls, I'm nearly 17 weeks and as you know my waters broke with Ian at 19+1 so I knew this period would be hard for me! My dad passed away very suddenly without much warning on tuesday and the funeral is this coming fri and it's made me worse! My head is a complete mess! I've been waking up between 1am and 4am and just laying there convincing myself that I'm going to loose this baby or crying about my dad, I don't think I'm depressed as normally I'm quite a positive person it's just at night and the odd moment during the day I have these feeling about baby, obviously I'm devastated at loosing my dad so it's not helped me to feel positive about this pregnancy! Just need to snap out of it! Any advice on how to do this? Xxx