Hi im new here wanted to say hi.

Hi my name is Lola i am 8 weeks pregnant and so nervous as i had a miscarriage in January this year at 12 weeks. I have been to my midwife ads asked for an early scan but she said they will not give me one, i will have to wait until between 11-14 weeks which seems like a life time away. I am so scared and i want everything to be ok but its all i can think of.