Emergency C section nightmare - 9 weeks on and wound still not healing

hi guys!

so, my big boy arrived on 9/11/17 by emergency c section weighing a whopping 9lb 13oz!!! I hadn’t been warned about a big baby and had no growth scans so was expecting a good labour after an easy pregnancy. my waters broke on the Tuesday morning, contractions started on the Wednesday morning & I got taken for an emergency section & he was born at 6;04 Thursday morning! It was a lonnnnng shift! However, since then I’ve had nothing but bother from my wound. It started Off when I wakened up soaking & thought I had (tmi) pee’d myself, however it came from my wound! It’s been 9 weeks and i am on my 8th course of antibiotics to clear it after there being a big hole. Has anyone else had an infected would & will it finally clear??? I’ve followed every rule in the book and beyond fed up now. I just want to enjoy my baby!!!