just an update
well..i told my mom, she took it better then i thought but it still wasnt that great of a reaction..but she told my grandmom n she came over my house screamin in my face saying i was digusting for having a "nigger" baby and letting "niggers" touch me..she also said i was a disgrace to the family n said i think nothing of myself for bein with a "nigger"...so it took all the strength i have in me not to knock her old ass out..anyway i decided to get an abortion, its for the best. i cant guarentee i can provide the best life for my kid right now n i cant be positive that the father is really gonna want this kid after hes born..if only i had enough money to do it all on my own, i deffenitaly would. i kno wut its like to have a single parent n one of them not always around and it sucks personaly it was hell and i dont want that life for my baby. but thx for all the support everyone!