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BORED I THINK
Hiya
Am so bored, not with my baby, i love him to bits and wouldn't change him for the world!
I miss what i used to have, i haven't been out since falling pregnant last august, oh goes out most weekends and if he doesn't go out he drinks in the house and is a complete nuisance as he has no consideration for my sleeping baby!
He helps every so often with baby, but has never had to be with him by himself, thats my fault tho because i dont want to leave lo, i know that if i go out its will be a thought any way because i have to get up early in the morning with baby and i breast feed so am tied any way!
Am fed up with the routine, its the ame every day and its always me that has to everyting, for example i sat at tea time 4.30 and waited to see if oh would go get lo tea ready and he never and lo was crying because he was hungry and all oh could say was what is the matter with him it didn't click that oh look its his tea time - he thinks that if lo crys he must need his nappy changed, oh changes his nappy about 20 times a day!
i get up every morning with him, never had a long lie in the 7 month that lo has been her, i know that baby is my responsibility and i dont actually mind getting up, but if i say am tired, oh half just ignores me and then lies on the sofa and watches stupid bloody DEADLIEST CATCH, wish he would go BLOODY work with them!
Am actually at the point where i think am better off on my own, oh lost his job a couple of weeks ago, its no big deal as he will get another one (he works offshore), everytime he attempts to do something he loses his temper and throws things about and swears and tells me not to speak as am pissing him off! it makes me so mad that i just go mental and tell him to FUCK OFF out my house - it was my house up till last month as we bought it together, i thought that he would be slightly better as we had our son!
Oh am going on sorry, its so difficult to explain - Where can you buy that blue pills from lol
Am so bored, not with my baby, i love him to bits and wouldn't change him for the world!
I miss what i used to have, i haven't been out since falling pregnant last august, oh goes out most weekends and if he doesn't go out he drinks in the house and is a complete nuisance as he has no consideration for my sleeping baby!
He helps every so often with baby, but has never had to be with him by himself, thats my fault tho because i dont want to leave lo, i know that if i go out its will be a thought any way because i have to get up early in the morning with baby and i breast feed so am tied any way!
Am fed up with the routine, its the ame every day and its always me that has to everyting, for example i sat at tea time 4.30 and waited to see if oh would go get lo tea ready and he never and lo was crying because he was hungry and all oh could say was what is the matter with him it didn't click that oh look its his tea time - he thinks that if lo crys he must need his nappy changed, oh changes his nappy about 20 times a day!
i get up every morning with him, never had a long lie in the 7 month that lo has been her, i know that baby is my responsibility and i dont actually mind getting up, but if i say am tired, oh half just ignores me and then lies on the sofa and watches stupid bloody DEADLIEST CATCH, wish he would go BLOODY work with them!
Am actually at the point where i think am better off on my own, oh lost his job a couple of weeks ago, its no big deal as he will get another one (he works offshore), everytime he attempts to do something he loses his temper and throws things about and swears and tells me not to speak as am pissing him off! it makes me so mad that i just go mental and tell him to FUCK OFF out my house - it was my house up till last month as we bought it together, i thought that he would be slightly better as we had our son!
Oh am going on sorry, its so difficult to explain - Where can you buy that blue pills from lol
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