Guilt over accident
My 18month old was in the garden with me yesterday when I was bringing in the washing, our garden is on two levels separated by a small wall which I always watch her when she's too near. She was chasing a ball and ran towards the wall I tried to catch her but she flipped over the wall and fell 5ft on to slabs below!!! She cried straight away and appeared to have landed on her front, there was not a mark on her, took her to a and e and got her checked, she's now home and has been fine!!! We think the hot tub with inflatable lid broke her fall. I just cannot stop having flashbacks and I feel awful!! My chest tightens and I start crying, what can i do about this horrible guilt!!!