Hi ladies, just thought I'd post on here because you guys are always really good at cheering me up. Was having a lovely day yesterday, h2b and i had gone shopping in our fave shopping centre, and was planning dinner and watching final destination in 3d (rubbish film but great in 3d!) but halfway through the shopping, h2b just came out with he doesnt want us to start trying for a baby as soon as we get married!!!
As some of you know, we get married in may and we had discussed my crazy broodiness and h2b's want of children sometime and had planned to start trying 16th may 2010. we even had a joke about it having a definite date! H2b knows i'm broody and he sees me with an occcasional baby magazine or catalogue and knows i come on here but he's never been bothered and laughs about it with me. Yesterday, he just came up with money as an excuse and saying we're going to be in debt from the wedding (only a tiny bit for honeymoon as i've been desparately saving huge amount a month-he has only been saving ??50 although earns more which isn't a problem cos he often pays for dinners etc when out) and also he is hoping to open his own business at the mo so will need some money for that. However, his business is hairdressing and he has a big client list and so wouldnt have to worry about making money cos his clients will all follow him!
Whilst writing this I can see that maybe he's just got a bit scared about it all. but i hate how whatever he says goes and he thinks whatever he thinks is right without listening to my point of view. he even said 'well, you dont really have a choice cos if i dont want a baby, you cant have one!' grrrrrr, men!!!
Really upset. I never want a baby thats not wanted 100% by us both but i am just so broody and had been working towards may for so long. Am i being stupid?
Thanks for getting this far, sorry i rambled for so long.