2nd miscarriage and losing hope!
Hi I'm new to this but always found people's discussions useful so I'm hoping for advice and hope really! I'm 31 and last March experienced my 1st miscarriage. I was 5+4. Woke up on Mother's Day (The irony!) with cramps that felt as if I was about to come on my period but not horrific. i went home to relax only to find pink blood when I wiped that gradually turned to red within an hour. Rang the out of hours and had an internal examination. The doctor said cervix was closed but there were clots. Sent home and I passed clots that night. Had to have repeat bloods every 48hours until HCG below 5. This brings me to today! Currently I am 6+6. I've had cramps on and off for over two weeks which people assured me was normal. On Saturday woke with light pink blood so I panicked and went to EPU where they took Bloods and did an internal examination where she said cervix closed and tummy felt soft. She felt around ovaries for pain which I didn't have. They rang with results of HCG and they were 1063 so couldn't have a scan. Repeated these 48hrs later and had only risen by 6%so they are worried it isn't a viable pregnancy and potential ectopic. I'm still having pink/brown blood/discharge and I'm booked for internal scan tomorrow. Ive prepared for the inevitable but I'm losing hope that I will ever carry a baby! Anyone else with similar experiences?