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Hi,
Had an mmc in July and posted on her a few times and took great comfort from the replies and from other peoples experiences. I was 10 weeks but told that the baby had stopped growing at around 8 weeks.
Got pregnant the 2nd month of trying and was so excited and scared. Started a light show on sat night when I would of been 8 weeks and then it went darker on sunday so phoned epu and was told to go to a&e. Had bloods and internal and told cervix closed and high pregnancy hormone in bloods. Went for early scan on Monday and told sacs in right place but no fetal pole or heartbeat and possible that I was 5 weeks (although I was sure of my dates this kept my hopes up) Had bad cramps and blood loss yesterday and this morning and then lost some large clots (sorry tmi) Went back to a&e and after another internal and more bloods told my pregnancy hormone had dropped and booked in for scan on tues.
In my head I know my baby has gone but my heart wants to hang on to a faint hope this is all a big mistake. Why is this happening to me again? I know I am lucky as I already have a gorgeous 20 month old little girl but my heart is breaking. Trying to be really strong as my sister is seriously ill in hosp but feel so sad and let down.
Sorry for going on just needed to get this out
xxx
(Also posted in miscarriage/ectopic support)
Had an mmc in July and posted on her a few times and took great comfort from the replies and from other peoples experiences. I was 10 weeks but told that the baby had stopped growing at around 8 weeks.
Got pregnant the 2nd month of trying and was so excited and scared. Started a light show on sat night when I would of been 8 weeks and then it went darker on sunday so phoned epu and was told to go to a&e. Had bloods and internal and told cervix closed and high pregnancy hormone in bloods. Went for early scan on Monday and told sacs in right place but no fetal pole or heartbeat and possible that I was 5 weeks (although I was sure of my dates this kept my hopes up) Had bad cramps and blood loss yesterday and this morning and then lost some large clots (sorry tmi) Went back to a&e and after another internal and more bloods told my pregnancy hormone had dropped and booked in for scan on tues.
In my head I know my baby has gone but my heart wants to hang on to a faint hope this is all a big mistake. Why is this happening to me again? I know I am lucky as I already have a gorgeous 20 month old little girl but my heart is breaking. Trying to be really strong as my sister is seriously ill in hosp but feel so sad and let down.
Sorry for going on just needed to get this out
xxx
(Also posted in miscarriage/ectopic support)
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Sending you lots of hugs
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Gxx
Lots of love to you and your sister, and I hope you're daughter helps make Christmas a happy one in spite of your terrible loss x
It must be especially hard with your sister in hospital. Miscarriages happen for a number of reasons and we will probably never know why. Take comfort in your gorgeous daughter and try not to blame yourself.
If you need to talk just post and we'll reply xxx
Thanks everyone back at hosp on tues and really dreading if I have to make decision again on tablets or dnc - does anyone know if you have to have one of these 2 procedures or if sometimes everything has already gone - sorry but last time I was in hosp for 2 days and can't face it again. xxx
MC are always hard to deal with.
My MC passed naturally at 8 weeks, and when I had a scan they said as everything had pretty much gone I didn't need any further management, they just followed my hCG levels to make sure they went right back down. really hope you can be similar to that, and not need hosp again